i cant explain this enough. i love you. i suck at showing my emotions. i dont have no issue with crying , cause lately that is all i seem to do. and i know its annoying , but you are seriously the only person who can make me cry. ive cried billion of times , and it might seem like no reason , just everything you say to me hits me and i tear up. davohn you are my other half. i hate arguing with you , it crushes me. and i feel like you fit me completely . i know i can be absolutely annoying with my complaining and bullshit. but i love the fact that i know that you actually put up with it. and you are probably the only person who will. you are the only person i see myself with and i dont want to be with no other. davohn , i know i might not show that i dont care. but i promise you i do , its just this whole relationship thing is sort of new to me. i havent actually had someone to actually stay around with me and show me that they care. but it does hurt for you to call me a liar and not believe me. i would never lie to you , i have no reason to. lying to you is the most pointless thing ever. it also hurts for you to think i have other niggas. like im only here for you , and only you. i dont know how i can get that through your head , but imma try. i am the most happiest with you. and no matter how much we argue , im still happy that im with you and i can call you mine. i feel stupid for not being able to express this to you any other way , but i need to let you know. talking to you , my heart smiles , all my problems go away . its just you and me. sometimes when i feel like i cant help you , and i feel like you need the most , i feel like the worst fucking girlfriend in the world. but you reassure me and you tell me that i am a perfect girlfriend. where i know thats far from true , but just your words makes me feel better. im sorry for those times i broke up with you and hurt you completely. and im sorry for hurting you any other time , especially the eric thing. lately it seems like you dont care , and im not important to you . but thats just something thats getting to me. ive been a little insecure lately and jealous , but im trying to get over it. i wake up everyday with the thought on my mind your going to just give up on me completely and just leave. i try to tell myself its not true , just its still on the back of my mind. baby , all i want is your attention and i feel like you dont give me any . but i guess thats a little selfish.  i can never stay mad at you , i love you with all my heart. i love our conversations , our laughs , our memories. and i love your kisses no matter how much i hate kissing. i just want it to be me and you forever and i hope that wish can come true. i dont know this letter probably fucking sucks , but its how i feel. and i love you , please never forget that . im with you , and this is the only place i want to be .

sincerely - Kaylillian <3.